Thursday, July 31, 2008

Are you catching my drift yet?

I'll leave you behind.
It's not the first time
that we've been through this,
it happens every time.
You hear the sound of my name at the top of their lungs.
This dumb game you play isn't fooling anyone.
And now i wanna know
are you catching my drift yet?
(Oh, are you catching my drift yet?
You see to be good at taking control,
are you catching my drift yet?)

Now that we have said goodbye
don't try and fix it up again.
It's my fault that you can't stand a thing i do.
And don't lie cause we know that you want too.
Now i can't seem to comprehend
how the things that you're saying is not what you meant at all.
Because last time i checked
these so called "friends"
were your "friends till the very end".

And now i know that i have made big plans
and i have said big things that i've pulled out of my head.
But these sins are kept in a lot
and have been kept it all,
now a handful is all thats left.
Can you just look at how things were
and how they are right now?
And please just tell me that i am right.
Just tell me why it's so hard for you to be wrong for once in your life


Just tell me why it's so hard for you to be wrong for once in your life


Oh, are you catching my drift yet?

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Why is it...

That I can have everything going good, Well for the most part, for me and be so happy but be screaming inside to run away. Last week I was up up and alert and psychotically mischievous about everything. And this week I feel like I am in the gutter screaming for air. I don't understand how that works. And it makes me even more mad to think about it. Why can't I always be happy and full of energy. Last week I was so up on life I could have lost my job and been in a good mood. This week I feel like I couldn't be happy to save my life. Explain that to me please? I wanna know why. Why?

I can't fake this forever.

-Bastian

Sunday, July 27, 2008

What are you doing?

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Saturday, July 26, 2008

Who's gonna save my soul?

My hair is white!!!!!

Friday, July 25, 2008

After all

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

The Dark Knight

WAS AWESOME. I give it 5 stars indeed. Probably the best roll Heath Ledger played. May he rest in peace....



He certainly went out with a bang.



So it was foretold.



Sunday, July 20, 2008

I wish...

Your friends where there during the bad times too. Wouldn't you want the same?

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Sidekick no MORE!!!

Here is a picture of the Sidekick after 3 beatings with a .22 rifle and .40 Glock 40 S&W. In the top left is the hole from the .40 and the other two holes are from the .22.

Here are some more Pictures. This is the back of the phone.

And some pictures of the wall... Don't worry... I made sure it didn't go into the house or hurt anyone before I did it.


This is what happens when you get bored.

Friday, July 18, 2008

Thursday, July 17, 2008

In the car

Were going on a quest for shorts

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

A Heartbreaking story

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Life is a roller coaster

Except for me It goes up about 10 feet and drops about 100. And sometimes I wonder if it will ever get any higher before it end. I think that this Roller Coaster is going to end in a screeching halt with crashing and grinding gears...

So it was foretold.

My back... MY BACK!!!

It still hurts like hell. It's getting a little better day by day. I am taking donations (muscle relaxers). If you got em... Please can I have one?!?!?!


So it was foretold.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

I have a problem

I am a slave to new technology. I was going to hold out on getting the
new iphone. But after using Calie's. I just had to get one. It is so
much better. I feel so guilty now. I don't know if it's because I said
I wasn't going to do it or if it was the fact that I maxed my credit
card sending my further spiraling into debt. Oh well...

Friday, July 11, 2008

Calie is sitting outside the at&t store

She got there a little bit before 7 and sent these pictures to me.  Good Luck Calie!

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Seadoo casualty

Jared's foot

Jared takes pictures of himself

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Open Carry in Oklahoma

Dear Friends,

I have just read and signed the online petition:

"Open Carry in Oklahoma"

hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition
service, at:

http://www.PetitionOnline.com/oc4ok/

I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might
agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider
signing yourself.

Best wishes,

Heath Sharp

Sometimes they let us out for smoke breaks

Its hard to read but the sign says Laureate Psychiatric Hospital.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

One of the best things in life

Are going to sleep in a bed freshly made up with fresh sheets out of
the wash and dryer. Mmm hmmm.